Panic attack part 17

Jack and Kristen had become closer and closer over time.  Despite a difficult beginning, things were definently changing for them. They were developing a close bond. 

Jack was a frequent guests at her house and she waa a frequent guest at his. Her mom suported the relarionship but found it out to see her grow up.  She had trouble with her spending more and more time with him. He was becoming her suport system.  

Jack and her mom had talked things out. Things had inporoved with them.diane was slowly becoming more supportive of the relationship. 

Kristin was growing closer to his parents as well. Diane and the family were becoming more a part of the church as well. 

They had been together for two mounths now.  There relationship seemed to be in a very good place. Both were happy and content. 

Kristin had a doctors appointment a few days after there two mounth aniversry. It was prety routine .she had goten used to these. She was not expecting anything earth shatering to occur but perhaps she should have..

She had her useal physical. The dr had some reedings takon.the doctor then came out. “Kristin, i need to perscribe some new medications.  “The doctor said. “Ok” she said. 

“With these medication,you wont be able to drive.  I am aftaid i will need to take your lisence.” he said. “Is this medication necessary?” she asked. “I really do kristin.i know this is not what you want to hear. ” the doctor said. “No it is really not.  ” she said. 

She took a few minutes. She called jack. “Hi hunnie! ” he said.”jack they pulled ny lisence!” she said. “What happened? ” he asked.  “I have been prescribed mrdication that inpairs the ability to drive. My wings have been clipped. ” she said.

“I am so sorry. ” he said. ” look. Can you get one of your sisters ot brothers to drive you hear and drive my car home. If you cant its ok. I can call my mom.” kristin said.

“No i will be right there. Just give me a few minutes and i will be right there. ” he said. “Thank you so much..”kristin said. “Look we will get though this together ok?” he remarked. “Ok” she said. 

He got his sister to drive with him.he went to the doctors office.  She waited for him. He ran to her. She grabed on to him. He held her for a few minutes. She started to cry. 

“I know it does not feel it but it will be ok. ” he said. “I know it will. It just does not feel that way right now. I just feel lost. things were finaly starting to look up.” she said. 

he drove her home. “Look can we hanng out or something. I need a distraction?” she asked.  “Yea i need to drive marissa home. ” he said. “I will tell my mom.” she said.

She went to her mom. “Jack and i are going to go out for a bit.i need to get away and clear my head. ” Kristin said. “Are you ok kris?” diane asked. “No but i am  ok enough. ” she told him. ” she said.

Diane hugged her. “I worry about you kriss. ” her mom told her. “I know you do. I am hurt and heartbroken. .i know i can get though it. ” she said. “Ok. Have a good job with jack.”she said.”thanks. ” she said.kristin hugged her mom.

Kristin, jack and marissa went to there house in jack’s car. They droppes marisa off. “Where do you go when your sad and want to cheer up? “She asked.

“I know just the place!” he said in a glee full tone. “I am a little concerned. Should i be? “Kristin asked. “Mayby a little. ” he said.

They pulled up to a burger soveregn. ” burger sovereng really?” she said. “This is how i destresify. They have amazing shakes” he told her. “I could like a milk shake. You know my mom baned us from going to fast food.” she said. 

“Oh no! Will taking you hear put me in the dog house with your mom?” he asked.  “It might. Why not. I always like to do things i have never done before. They make good milk shakes?” she asked. “They are great. I promise. ” he said. 

He parked.  They got out. They held hands. “Can you get me the bigest milk shake they have.i might let you have some. ” she said. 

“Ok. ” he said. “I feel weird being hear. Its is like being in a bar. ” she said. “Your comparing burger sovereign to a bar? ” he asked.  ” it was the most apt comparison i could think off. ” kristin said.

He ordered a burger and fries. She just wanted a milk shake and got some chicken nugets. They sat down at the table. 

“Thank you for this! “Kristin said. “No problem.  ” he said.”wow. This is great! ” she said. “I told you!” he said. She laughed. 

“I could not wait to drive. The minute i turned 16, i begged my dad to teach me to drive.  He was so patcient with me. I was so excited when i got my license.  When i woke up from the coma it took me a while to get it back.my mom was skidish about me driving but i loved just driving. That was when i discovered the spot. I felt so free. I could forget about everything that was going on. Now i gues i wont be able to. ” she said. 

“Well i enjoy driving.  Give me a call and we can take a drive. I know that it wont be the same but i am sure it can help. ” he said. “It wont be the same but it will be fine. ” she said.

“Was your mom ok with you going with me?” he asked. “Yes she was. She wants me to come to her with stuff. I know she cares about her. She worriers about me. I want to be sad. I want to deal with it. I want you to be with you. Your good madicine jack. “She said.

“I am glad.  I dont always have the answers. Sometimes all i can do is listen, give you a big hug and be there. ” he said. “I am ok with that. I dont need you to solve my problems. I just need to know you care. I know you do. I dont doubt that.  ” she said. 

“Are you ok krissy?” he asked. “No but yes. I know it will get easier in time. I know it is not the end of time. It is hard but i will be alright. ” she said.

“How is your shake?” he asked. “Amazing. I cant believe i have never had it before. I cant believe what i have been missing. ” she said. 

After a while they decided to leave. They walked out hand in hand. “Thank you for tonight.  Just having you hear makes it easier. I feel like i am stuck.  I just cant get pass that night.  I can never fully move on. I get so close but then i am pulled back in.” she said 

He hugged her. She cried on his shoulders.  He squezed her tightly. She held on to him. “Its ok. I got you! I am not going to leave you krissy! I love you. ” he said.

“I love you jack! You always going to be there for me? ” she asked. “As long as i have breath, definently. ” he said. She smiled. 

“I am not letting you get away. Not without a fight. ” she said. “I have no intention of leaving. That day is not going to define you. It has a lasting legacy for sure. It is not your end. It bateted you but it not destroy you. Your are blodied but stronger. ” he said. She held on him for a bit.

They got in the car. They went to there spot in the woods. They stood for a bit. ” i love this spot! We are going to show our kids this spot?” she remarked. “Absolutely.  ” he said.

“I hope they love it like we do. ” she said. “I think they will. ” he said. ” i needed to just cry things out. ” she said. “Thats fine. You dont have to be strong in front of me.  Be yoursf. Cry if you need to. Im hear for you always. ” he said.

“I dont doubt that. ” she said. He held on to her. They drove back to her house. “I had a good night despite the day. You do good cheering me up. ” she told her. “I am glad . i want to do for you. ” he said. 

“I know you will. You did really good tonight.Thank you. ” she said. He hugged her. He escorted her to the door.

She went to see her mom. “Mom. I love jack.  He is such a sweet and gentlemen.  He has been great. I will not need you mom. I know you worry about me. I will be ok. Its hard but i can make it. ” she said. 

“I do wory about you. You may habe been a dadys girl but you are still my dsughter. I will never get over how close i lost you. ” diane said. Kristin started crying.

“It is hard to see you grownup. It is hard to see you getting ready to move on. I know some day sooner then i want you will be leaving me and cleving to jack.  Your handiling this different tonight. ” diane said. 

“Mom i do stil need you. That wont change. ” she said.” i will ne there for you whenever you need me. I promise. ” diane said. They hugged.

End of part 17.

Next up.

Kristin adjust to life without driving. Diane wories she is sliping in depression while jack plans a big day for her. 
 

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Panic attack part 16

Previously on picnic attack.

Jack and kristin breiefly broke up.after some time apart,they decided to get back together.  

Despite there previus dificulties,things had started to go well for them. They were starting to figure out how to relate to each other. Things were shaping up for them.

They began to really get to know each orther. They started to move beyound the superficial. At the same time they began to unite spritually.  They did devotions together. They prayed together. They became very close. 

She started to trust him more and more. She started to confide in her more and more. She opened up. She let go of her fears. She allowed herself to be vanerable around him. She gave up a lot of her insicurity and bariers that kept him out. 

Everyone one noticed that they were verry Different from before.  They were very sweet together.  People at church liked watching them. 

 They had a lot of fans. Not everyone was quite as happy about it. Kristin’s mom strugled with it.  She loved all of her daughters.  She lost her husband but The lord spared kristin.  She hated watching her in a coma then strugling to relearn everything. She woried about her. She wanted to protect her. She did not meen to but sometimes took it too far.

It was not just because of all she went though. It was hard to see grow upm it was hard to see her go on her own.the closer she got to jack,  the more she feared she no longer needed her. She wanted kristin to turn to her. That was just not hapening as much any more.

She did not want to admit it but she was a bit releved when kristin ams jack broke up. She knew some day ,she would go off on her own. Mayby her mom would get more time time with kristin.  

Then they got back together. Now there bound was even stronger.  She began to see that this relationship might last longer then she expected. She was happy for her but it was still hard. 

Kristin was growing up. She waa getting ready to go out on her own. It was how it was to be. She was changing.  

Ktistin’s cell phone rang. She answered the phone. “Hi. ” she said. “Hello krissy.Tomorrow marks our one mounth anniversary.  ” he said. “Are you one of those who wants to commemorate every milestone including the first time one of us sneezed in front of the orther?” kristin asked.

“Well Mayby not every milestone!  This is a big one. I was wondering if you wanted to go out to eat with me. It ocured to me our dates were usually at one of our houses but we have never gone out. I thought we could go out to celebrate just you and me. ” he suggested. 

“It is a date date?” she commented. “There is no reason we did not do it erlier. I just did not think of it. ” he said.

“I love it. I love that idea. ” she said.  “How about thirsday night?” he suggested.  “Thats a great idea. I can go for that. ” she responded. “Awsome.can i pick you up at 4:00?” he asked.  “Sounds really good.” she said. 

“I cant wait to see you. I am realy excited for this!” she said. “I am too. I think this will be good. ” he said. “I think so too.” she said. 

“So your going out today?” her mom asked. “Yes. We are going to celebrate our mounth anniversary.  “She said.

“Do you think mayby you two are spending too much time together?  “Her mom asked.  “I had not really thought about that. It is. Spceical occasion.  “Kristin said.

“You two might be moving too fast. This is your first relationship sense the accident. I just think you two should slow down a bit. ” her mom said.

“We dont spend that much together.  We both keep prety buisy. We enjoy each others compony. ” kristin said 

“I know. I am just concerned that you are setting yourself up for a fall. I am not sure he totaly understands what he is getting into. I am not sure you understand all that goes on with you.” she said.

“I know that. I am sure i do not totaly understand all that goes on. I really like him. Every day i realize just how much. I understand what yoir saying.i know we both have to be careful.i think i am ready for a relationship. “She told him. 

“I just dont know kris. I thought you were. You may not be and thats ok. “She said. “Do you think i should not see him?” kristin asked. “No but you might want to pull back a bit. Take a step back. That is all i am saying.” her mom said. 

“Mom. I understand what you are syaing. I really do but when i am with him i feel like i am me again. Not tottaly. I dont know of i can ever be that person i was before the crash. I like being with him. I know he feels the same way. ” she said. 

“Just be carefull ok?” diane said.”i will mom. ” she said. Diane chuckled. “Ok!”she said. She gave her mom a hug. 

She spent quite a while getting ready. She put on a pink sweter and white and pink skirt. She braided her hair.  She was excited for this. She suspected he was well. 

He was always early. It was usualy a few minutes earley. She had learned that fairly early on in there relationship.  Sure enough there he was. 

She walked outside and walked down the stairs. She got into the pasinger seat. He smiled at her. He wore a polo shirt and tan pants. She smiled back.  “I got you flowers. “He said. “Those are beutifull thank you. ” she said. 

They went to a resturant. They were seated. ” you know i have never been on a date like this. “She said. “No i have not either. “Jack said. “Did you date at all in high school?”she asked.”no i was home schooled. I did not know manny girls my age. I imagine that i would have not been alowed to date but it never came up as an issue. “He said.

“I had a couple of boyfreinds but nothing too serious.  At the time i thought it was. “She said. He chuckled.

“Were you boy crazy in high school?” he asked in a playfull tone. “Perhaps a bitt. ” she admitted. ” i see. ” he said. “I am not anymore.  Except for one guy. ” she said. 

“That’s me right not lester cole?” he asked. “Yes silly. Thats you. ” she said.”good. I am just making sure.” he said. 

“So. When we got back together, you talked abour marriage as if it was a fata complee. Is that how you fell? Do you see us getting married lord wiling?” she asked.

“I do. I beleve the lord has brought us together.  Until we say i do, i gues i cannot be totaly sure. I am fairly confident yes. Do you feel the same way?” he asked. 

“I do. I very much do.i have fun with you. Its more then that.  I like being around you. I feel safe around you. ” she said.

“I am very glad to hear that. That is what i want.  I very much want you to feel safe. ” he said. ” i know that. I have never doubted that. ” she told him. 

After dinner they went for a drive.”look jack, i cant promise you that the way i am will change. I might always be this way. I might get worse. ” she said.

“I may not be prepared for that. I know i might not be. I am ready to commit to you no matter what. “He told her.

“I just wanted to make sure you did it. It is not going to be easy. ” she told her.”the importent things never are.i know that this may be harder then either of us can posibly understand. I beleve that you are worth it. I know you are. ” he said. 

She smiled.  “Ok. “She said. He smilled at her. He had a different smile just for her. She was sure he knew that but she knew he did. She loved it. 

They  went to het spot for a while. “Do you feel that we are moving too fast?” she asked. “I dont know. Do you feel we are?” he asked. “My mom is concerned that we might be.”she said.”i have never done this before. I dont have anything to base it on. My parents were part of a prayer group at college.  They ended up spending more time together. They hung out for a couple mounths before they got together officially.  ” he said.

“My dad was my mom’s tax guy. My mom asked her parents who to use for a tax perperer. They recomended my dad..two years later they were maried. ” she said. “Wow. My moms mom went to the misson field beleving she would be single all her life.  She actually told my grandfather she thought she would go unmaried. My grandfarther told her he was prety sure would be maried. He perposed a year later. ” he said.

“I gues there are no rulles.” she said. “Look krissy if you want some time to yourself thats fine. I would ask that we keep the lines of communication open. ” he told her. 

“Ok. I dont feel we need to take that step just yet. I never want to not have lines of cominication. I agree.  “She said.”i really do want to marry you. I hope the lord does permit that. ” he said.”i do too.” she said. 

They drove to there favorate spot then he brought her home. “I had a really good time tonight!” she told him. He smiled. “I did too. ” he said.

He hugged her. She held on to him for a minute. She kissed him on the forehead. They said there goodbyes.she went inside. 

She realized that day how much she carred about him.she was starting to realize just how much she did care about him. 

End of part six

Next up

Things go well for kristin and jack. Then kristin is put  stronger medication. That provides some complications. 

Wedding party part 12

Amber was heading back to the west coast.  Things were verry dufferent now then when she came. She hated to leave. She would miss matt. She hopped that the summer would go fast. 

She slept fairly soundly. She was fairly tired. She fell asleep and slept though the night until her alarm went off. 

Matt went to bed early.  He slept though the night.  He did not want to see her go but he knew the sooner she left, the sooner she would return. At least that was the hope. 

His alarm went off. He got up and showered. He wore a blue collered shirt and jeens. He did not wear jeens often but did on ocasion. He wore jeens when he had worked at a conatruction compony. He was a bit preppy. He did always try to look presentable.  

He headed out. He drove to his mom’s house. He parked the car and got out of the car.he headed to the door.

Amber got up with her alarm. She showered and got dressed. Mat’s mom had gotten the cofee ready the night before.  All she had to do was turn it on. She did that. She had a cup while she waited for matt to arive.

She had brought her suit case downstairs. She had packed fairly light. She relaxed for a few minutes and tried to wake up. She got a text from matt saying he was on his way. She text him back saying that she would be hear. 

She wore a blue blouse and denim skirt and sandles. She waited for matt. He came in. They tried to be qiet so as not to wake any one up. “Hi hunnie!” he said. “Hi babe. There is plenty of cofee left in the pot.i packed us cerial bars. Your mom wanted to make breakfast for us but i told her that would stress you out.”amber said.”yes it would.  Thank you. “He said.

“You and time constraints. “She said.”if i have a task,time stops until it is complete. “He said. “Yes i know all about that.”amber said.  They laughed qietly.

They drank cofee and sat down for a few minutes.”are you awake? “He asked.”i am getting there. I would like to fall asleep on the plane. I never sleep on planes.”she told him.”i am hoping to go back to bed when i get home. I dont know if that is actualy going to happen. “He said.

“I apreciate you driving me back.” she said.”my pleasure.  It gives us more time together. “He said. She smiled. She loved his smile. He had a special smile he only gave when he was around her. 

“Your not sick of me?”she asked. “Not at all.” he told her. “Good. Just making sure. “She said in response. “Promise me you will call when after you land.”he said.”i will. You have my word.”she said. “Good.”he said. 

After a while they decided to get ready to head out. She used the bathroom while he loaded the car. Then she left the bathroom,he used the bathroom.  Then they headed out.

He took her hand.  They held hands as they went to the car. They got inside. He held her hand as he drove. The car pulled out of the driveway and headed to the airport. 

He prayed for the jouney. Then they went. “So. When did you think that you might like me as more then a friend?” she asked.

“A few days after dad died. When i coukd not keep it any more. I broke down in front of you. You told me to stop holding it in. I realized i could be myself around you. I knew you did not need me to be strong all the time. That was the first time i consideres a nore serious relationship. I was not ready to act on it yet. “He said.

“I remember that. I noticed things changed between us. I suspected. “Shr said. “When was it for you?” he asked.”once you stoped thinking i was tring to turn your sister penticostal,you started to open up to me. You might not have realized it. I had a crush on you. I was afraid to act on it. ” she said .

“No i did not know.  I gues i can be kind of obvious. I want to do right by you. I know in many  ways, we are verry different. It will require some adjustment.  I realy beleve God has brought us together “he said.

“I am so glad to hear you say that. I beleve that too. It will require a lot of adjustment for both of us. ” she said. 

He let her put on k love. She was glad of that. She knew music would be obe of many isues they would have to work on. 

“I will try not to be qirky. ” he said.she chuckled. “I will try but i dont know how far i wil suceed. Like i said i am looking forward to being a pastor’s wife .” she said. “I know you will be a great one.” he told her. 

“I know i am going to have relly on the help of the holly sprit. I want to be. I want to be the best help meet i can for you.” she said. “I have not doubt you will suceed. He that begun a good work in you is able to perfrom it until the day of Christ. ” he said. “I know he will do the same for you. “She said. 

“I am sure we will encorge eachother in our walk with the lord. “He said.”i am sure of that. ” she said. “We can serve the lord together.  I have always wanted to do ministry with my wife. “He said.

” you have a tendency to hold things in. You try to deal witg things on your own. No more ok.i know it wont come easy for you but you have to share things with me. Ok?”she asked.

“Ok i will. “He said. She chuckled.” i am not everyone else.  I am a part of you. I have your rib!” she exclaimed. He laughed. “Ok. Rib thief!” he said. She laughed. 

“I would like to be able to tell you that is the last thing i will steal from you but it might be. That blue swet shirt of yours is really nice.  ” she said. 

“Do i need to check your bag to see if you have anything of mine?” he asked.”no i did not take any thing of yours this time. ” she said.

“I am prety sure stealing is wrong in the penticostal church as well. “He said. “One day we will be one flesh. It will be ok. ” he said. “You are coveting though. ” he said. “Ok. You might have a point there.  ” she said. He laughed.”i now understand none of my sweatshirts are safe. ” he declared. “No they are not! ” she said.he roled his eyes and turned his head.  She laughed. 

He found he never laughed as hard as when he was around her. She brought out his sillyness. He tended to be reserve, serious.  Around her he could let his hear down. She loved getting him to open up. 

They were both a bit sad when the car neared the air port. They both got a bit sad when the car neared the parking area. He parked the car.they got out and he got her luggage.  They walked hand in hand to the terminal.

“This is where we are suposed to part ways for now!” she told him. He hugged her. “I promised myself if i would not break down. ” she said. “I made the same pledge. Oh well!”he said.

She held on to him tightly. He held tightly as well. They both started to cry. “I am going to miss you. ” he said.”i am going to miss you. We will get though this. ” she said. “I know that. I love you amber. ” he said “i loved you” she said.

It was a lonly walk to the car. He missed her already. He knew this was coming but it was harder then he thought it would be. He knew that it would not be easy. It was far harder then he thought.  

He got into the car.  He felt tense. He got into the car. He started the car. He was going to change the radio station. He considered changing the station to espn or npr or putting on one of his hyim colections. He decided not to change the station. K love reminded him of her. He kept it on. 

It was a hard drive home. He felt her absence. He cried a bit. He knew part of this was fitigue. He was exchausted emotionaly and physically. He knew that his tiredness was clouding his feelings. 

The car pulled in to the drive way. He went inside his house. He went back to bed. He slept for a bit. 

His phone rang. He answered it. “Hi babe. The plane landed.  I made it safly there. ” she said. “I am so glad to hear that. I was not too woried but i was a bit concerned. ” he said. “I could tell. I know what you meen.i am always like that flying. ” she said.”i miss you. ” he said. “I miss you too. I will let you get back to bed..i will talk to you later. ” she said. “You got it. I love you.” matt said. “I love you too. “She said.

He hung up his cell phone. He went back to bed. He slept for a bit. He woke up. He missed her alot. He hoped that he would see her again soon.  He beleved he would.

It would be a dificult summer as she told him. This could be a good thing.she could be a growing experience for both of them. He would learn from this. He knew that in the grand scheme of thing, it would be a drop in the bucket. 

He would wait. He would be patcient. He trusted that the lord  would bring them back together.  

She went home to her apartment. She loved to stare at her engagement ring.she missed him as much as he missed her. She knew that this was part of the lords plan. She knew that it would work out. They would both trust and wait. 

End of wedding party.

Looking ahead

Comming soon

Matt tries to go on with his life.  He keeps active with his church. Amber gets ready to move. It is a hard sumer but the lord works behind the scenes to reunite these two. 

Wedding party part 11

Matt and amber had always had a complex rationship. They did not like each other at first. He found her toi outgoing, not as conservitive as he would like. 

Eventualy he warmed up to her. She became almost a part of the family.  She had gone above and beyound during the family crises after his father died. She did whatever he could for them. She gave the most important thing, her time. That was most appreciated.  

Matt and amber had become friends. They were really close friends. There had been hints that it could develop into something more. Neither one had been ready to take that step. 

The wedding of mat’s sister seemed to change everything for them. At the rehearsal the day before, amber asked him if he wanted to Mary her. He got a ring and told her yes.

He was in total shock that day. He could not beleve what had happened.he was engaged to amber now. He found it hard to beleve. He was beyound excited. He imagined his life with her. He knew that she would be a masive encourager to him. He knew that she would be fun at the same time. She had a perfect balance.  He was really looking froward to there life together. 

He prayed to the lord for his relationship with her. He dedicated there relationship to the lord. He finaly fell asleep but it took a bit. 

Amber was just as he excited as he was. Perhaps she was a bit more excited. At first mat was just tracy’s sister.  She could sense his hostility towards her. At the urging of his farther ,matt atenpted to make peace. Things continued to calm down between them. They became closer. 

She came to like him. She respected him. After a time,she came to consider the posibility of matt and her as a serious couple.  She started to consider it as a real posibility. She became desirous of it. 

She finaly decided to take the plange.she asked him . She was so glad that she had. She stared at her engagement ring. She was so happy. She imagined her life with him. Eventualy she too fell asleep.  

It was Sunday.  It was amber’s last full day in town. She would fly out Monday morning.  Amber went to services at her old penticostal church in the morning.  She wanted to say goodbye to everyone.  

She had a good time there but she missed matt. She did like being back at her old church.  

After church, amber went back to her furure mother in law’s home. Matt saw her and flew across the room. “Hello fiancée.  ” matt said. “Hello fiancée! ” amber said.

Matt did something that suprised her.he huged her. She wraped her arms around him.he squezed her. She loved physical affection.  She was not sure that he would be oppen to any display of efection. Apearently he was open to it. 

He took her hand. “How was church?” he asked. “It was good. I was glad to see everyone. How was yours? ” she asked. “It was good. The mesege was a little more hastitily put together then usual but it turned out ok. I think the lord use it. ” he said. 

“Your probably a bit on the exhausted side?” amber said. “A bit. Thats ok. I will get though it. ” he said. “Absolutely.  ” she said .

There mom was glad to have almost the whole family together. She loved her family. She was happy that the weding had gone well. She was sad that it was over. The preperation had really brought the family together. She enjoyed it. Now it was about to end. 

She vowed to make the most of it. She was glad that everyone but tracy was hear. She was glad to see most of her family behind one roof.

“Amber!” mat’s mom said. “Yes!” she said.  She hugged amber. “Welcome to the family although you have been a part of our family for a long time. Soon it wil be oficial.” her mom said. She smiled. 

Amber was so happy. “Thank you. I am excited myself.”amber said. “I really throught this might happen. I am realy excited for you too” his mom said. “We are too.” amber said.”i can tell.” his mom said.

Mat prayed for the food . after the prayer,they eat. Then matt and amber hung out side on the steps.” your not sad about leaving your college? “He asked. “I’m going to miss it . i loved the staf and students..i liked the work but i have a peace about this move. I am excited about beggining this new phase of my life. I am excited to be a pastor’s wife. ” she said. 

“So your going to be moved by fall?”he asked. “My goal is by stemptember but by the end of the ens of the year at the latest. I do want to make sure i have a reacement in place. If i cant i will try to make it back for Christmas.  I am really going to make  abreal efort to be moved by the fall. I want to get a place hear and a job. I want to get pluged into your curch. It will be a tall order. I really think we can make a go of it. “Shr said.

“I feel like i found you only to lose you. I loved having you around this week. This was an exchausting but amazing week. ” he said.

“It is only temporary.   This will be a hard summer. There is no getting around that. It will pass. We will get though it. ” she said.

He put his arm around her. “I know that. It will be hard. ” he said. “I had a really good week. I wont forget this week. “She told her. “I wont either. Your going to make an amazing pastor’s wife. I know we are going to make a good team for the lord. I am excited to see what is going to happen.  ” he said. “I am too.”she said.

“Do you have a good car? Your last one seemed to hang on by a thread.”he told her. “It was not that bad. I have a realible vehicle. It can make the trip. “She assured him. “Just making sure. I am glad you traded in that old car you had. ” he said. “It kind of died on me!” she said. “Why does that not suprise me?” he said.

After a while they got ready for the evening service. They. All went to the church. He found his evening message went smouther then the morning. He felt that he was mote rested and more prepared.she loved his preaching. She could not wait to be under his ministry.  

They went back to his mom’s house.”ok. We need to leave the house bo later then six tomrow morning. I plan to be hear at five thirty. “He said.”i will be up by five. I will be ready by five thirty. ” she assured him.”ok. Just making sure. ” he said.  She cuckled. 

After a time of visitng, matt said his goos nights. He went to his place. He wanted to get to bed as soon as possible.  He wanted to get some sleep.  

Amber said her goodbyes to mats family. “I am so glad you came. Thank you for everything. “Mat’s mom said. “Thank you for letting me stay hear. Thank you for your hospitality. It was defiantly appreciated. “She told her. 

She went to bed. She soon fell asleep. She set her alarm for five am. Right now she slept soundly.

End of part 11

Next up

The conclusion to the first series. Matt drives amber to the airport. 

Weding party part ten

Sometimes,  a single moment can change everything. That was true for matt. Matt and amber had known eachother for a few years.  She was his sisters best friend. They went from aqaintence to friend to close friends.  Now as they prepare for his sister’s wedding, things seemed to be heeding in a romantic direction for matt and amber.  

He told her his fears. After the rehearsal,  amber asked him to marry her. He considered her request. He went home and prayed about it. He prayed and prayed.  He read some scripture. He went though the concordance.  He read several verses. The verses about leaving his mother and farther and cleving unto his wife kept coming up. As he read it,he thought about amber. 

He prayed a lite more. He commited to the lord and to amber. He dedicated them as a couple to the lord. He had a peace about him. He went to bed fairly at peace.  

That moring he woke up and got dressed. He went to the jewery store. He looked around. He looked at several.  He found the one he liked. He stared at it. He paid for it then he left. 

He took it out and looked at it . he cried for a bit. He had so manny emotions. They all flooded into him. 

He went home and got ready. He showered and got dressed.  He put on his tuxedo.  He styled his hair. He got ready to go. He drove to the church. He was nervous but excited at the same time. 

Amber had thought about talking to him on friday. Now she wished that she had not. He did not react the way she thought he would . mayby she made the wrong decision. She had no idea. She knew that this was one of the happiest day of her life. She wanted to do this for her. 

Mayby she pushed him too far. Mayby she jumped the gun. She tried not to be anything but happy in front of her best friend. This was her day and she refused to ruin it for her. 

“Ready ?” amber asked. “Absolutely! ” tracy said. ” i am so happy for you trace. “Amber said. “Thanks.  Amber thank you so much. You are a great friend. I realy apreciate all you have done. ” tracy said.

Amber hugged her friend. ” i was glad to do it. Thank you for letting me be a part of this.” amber said.”you will pick me to be your maid of hornor right?” tracy asked. “Assuming that i am not a spinster all my life, you got it. ” she said. “You wont. I am prety sure of that. “Tracy said. 

She was not so sure. Now was not the time to discuss her concerns to tracy. She wanted her to enjoy her special day.  That was importent to her. Whatever else happened, she would deal with that later. 

They got ready to leave for the church. They got dressed and ready for the wedding. Tracy and her mom had a moment. She hugged her mom.”your father would be so proud of you. I am so proud of you. “She said. ” i love you mom. ” tracy said. They bith cried.  

Matt came in.  Matt hugged tracy. “You drove me uterly nuts some times. I love you trace. I am so proud of you. I cant express how much.” he said. “I know.  I hope i did not anoy you too much! I love you. ” tracy said. 

They started to walk out. “Oh amber.” he said. “Yea!” she said.  He took her hand. As he talked he slipped the engagement ring on her finger. ” about what we talled about, the answer is yes. ” he said. 

She hugged matt. She held on to him for a seccond. ” whats going on ?” tracy asked. “Matt and i just got engaged! ” amber said. Tracy and amber hugged. “Congratulations! ” tracy said. 

They all headed for the corridor to the sanctuary.  They got the signal. They started to walk to the front of the church. 

“We are hear in the sight of the lord and those hear to join these two in holly matrimony. Steven rayman and tracy lynn feel caled to enter into holly matrimony after much prayer.who gives her away?” the aficiator asked. ” i do. ” matt said. 

Matt then steped back as is tradition.  He took her hand. ” do you steven take tracy do be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and health, richer or for porer, as long as you both shal live” he asked. ” i do. ” he said. 

Tracy was asked a similar question and answered in the affirmative.  They exchanged rings. The man that officiate the wedding declared that they were now mr and mr. Steven brey. They had there first kiss. There was thunderous applause.  

Tracy and steven and the wedding party had there pictures taken. There were group pictures taken. Thete were some of the bride and groom. There was the whole weding party. There was Stevens family. There was tracys family. Then amber incisted one of amber and matt. It was there first picture as an engaged couple. 

He put his arm around her. Amber was Stil in shock. She realy thought that he was going to say no. He did not. 

Amber had eaten for a bit. Matt came around to her. “Amb can i steal you for a minute? I want to tell mom our news.  ” he said. She smiled. “Sounds good.  ” he said. He took her hand and they headed to where his mom was. 

“Mom hi. ” matt said.”hi matt. Hi amber. “His mom said. “Mom , amber and i are engaged. ” Matt said. His mom smilled. ” congratulations!  I kind of wondered if something like that was the case. Its funy your dad and i use to joke about You two. He was prety sure that might happen. ” she said. 

She hugged amber.  ” welcome to the family amber! ” she said. Amber was so happy. 

After a while, tracy and steven headed out. The guests saw them off. Matt went over to amber. She hugged her. ” hello fiancée.  ” amber said.  “Hi hunnie. ” he said. 

“You know, i realy thought you were going to say no. ” amber said “why did you think that?” he asked. “I am a cooky penticostal. I am not really qiet or demure.  You might have been offended that i asked you. ” she said. 

“No i was not. No i wanted to say yes last night. I needed to think about it. I needed to make sure i had the lord’s approval.  I really wanted to say yes. I am sory if i gave you an otherwise impresson. ” he said. 

“Thats ok.i love the ring by the way. I cant stop staring at it. ” she said. ” it looks really good on you. Amber i cant wait for you for you to be my wife.”he said. 

“I cant wait for you to be my husband.  You are going to be a great one. ” she said.  “You have always been there for  me. I have always been able to count on you. I could not have made it though my dad’s death without you. You fulfill the qualifications for a help meet and then some. ” he said.

“You have been there for me. I have liked you for a while. I was not quite sure if you felt how i did. “She said. “I have liked you for a while. I was not sure how to tell you. I was afraid mayby you saw me more like a sister. I am so happy. ” she said. 

“I am too. I cant believe it. “He said. “So i am thinking that i will try to be moved back hear by the fall. No later sense steptember. I do want to have my position filled before i leave. It will take some doing but i want to get back up hear as soon as i can. ” she told him.

“You think you will be able to be up by the fall? ” he asked. “Lord wiling, it will work.  Good news is that i am not flying out until monday morning.  Your stuck with me til then. “She said.

“Sounds good. ” he said. She hugged her. He put his arm around her. Both were verry happy. They both were happy. 

They helped to take some stuff down. They got the felowship hall looking like it usually did. They then left. 

Matt and amber went back to his mom’s house.  They knew that they only had a day anda few hours before she flew back to the west coast.  They will make the most of it. 

End of part ten. 

Next up. 

Matt and amber spend time together before she has to go back. 

Wedding party part 9

Previously on wedding party. 

Tracy and steve are getting maried. This meens hard work and preperation. Her father died a little while back.  It has put a damper somewhat on an otherwise happy event. 

The two people that have been instrumental in this is her big brother matt and her best friend amber. They had both been proven to be inseparable.  

Matt and amber started off not liking each other. They finaly made peace. They became friends. Now they were starting to consider mayby a more permanent arangement. 

One day before wedding. 

Amber woke up fairly early. She thought about him. She was not sure what to do. Should she talk to him? Should she try to create a more permanent relationship? She had no idea. 

She realy liked matt. She did not realize how much. She had thought about a relationship with him. It was never that serious until now. She realy liked the idea. She could not beleve it. 

She laid in bed for a while. Then she decided to get out of bed. She knew she was beyond the point of getting back to sleep. It was close to the time she wanted to get up anyways. 

She went downstairs. She made cofee. After a few minutes,  amber came downstairs.  “One nore day trace!” amber told her. “I know!  I am so psyched.  I can’t believe that it is almost hear. ” tracy said. 

“I am so happy for you trace. Steve is a great guy. You too will have a good life together. “She told Tracy.  Tracy smiled. “I think so too. It realy is all comming together nucely. I am really impressed.  ” Tracy said. Amber said. 

Matt woke up. He felt like there was a million things he had to do. He hoped that it would all come together. He dragged himself out of bed. He got into the shower.

He got dressed and hot ready to go to his mom’s house. He kept thinking about his conversation with amber. He thought about what she said.

Was she talking about her?Was she suggesting they get married? Was this a joke. Amber did like to joke around?  She could have been just fooling around?  It might not be what he thought?  He might be reeding too much into it.

Perhaps the week was getting to him. He was tired,everyone was. He migjt be have gotten caught up in everything. He did like the idea of them being maried.

He let his mind waunder a bit. He imagined he and her maried. He imagined maried life would not be that different from what there relationship was like now. They would talk,share, joke around, tease. They realky knew eachother. They knew how eachother ticked. They understood eachother in a way no one else did. 

He stoped himself.  He ended that train of thought.  He decided that this was fatigue talking. Everything was getting to him. If he waited ot out,this melancholy he was feeling would pass. He just had to tough it out.  

That image of the little boy playing into he dirt. A little baby girl in his wife’s arms. He working on a surmon bit stoping and looking up at his wife.  Her wearing a t shirt of a Christian rock band and denim skirt. It was quite an image. It felt right.

He never really consider that amber could be a petsprctive wife for him.she had been hear all this time and he just did not see it. She had nfer let him done.she had always been there for him.  She gave never asking for anything in return.  It had been so obvious to everyone but him. 

He tried to focus. There was still much to do. Right now he would focus on business. Later well that was later. 

He got into his car and drove to his mom’s house. It was a short drive. The car arived. He parked the car. He turned off the car. He walked inside. 

“Good morning!” he said. They all said hello. He hughed his mom. He hugged tracy. When he came over to amber. He hugged her. She held on to him. 
Soon steve came over. They had beakfast then got ready to go to the church.  The cars parked at the church parking lot. They all got out. 

He went up to the church. She went over to tracy. “Hey trace. Things have been prety hetic. I just wanted you to know that i am so proud of you. I am so thankfull to the lord for who you have become. I know dad would be so happy for you.  ” he said.

She hughed her. “Your a great big brother.  ” she told him. “Thanks. ” he said. 

When everyone arrived,  tracy called a meeting.  There was the immediate family and church memebers who were going to help. 

“Ok. This is going to be a hetic day. We need to be working hear and at the house. Some of you will be doing a lot of runing around.  We need to be totally done by 3:00. The rehearsal dinner is at five sharp. Of course pastor ramsey will be there at four thirty. Mom has requesed we be done at three, no latter. ” tracy said. 

“We are going to be going at full hilt bit we can do this! Things are really shaping up. It loos great! ” matt said. 

“It really does. Thank you all for your help. It has been great.  Lets get it done!” tracy said. Everyone agreed .  They got to work. 

Tracy got everyone readyby giving direction.  She got a plan for finishing touches on the dining hall. Then she put the finising touches on the sanctuary and hall way. She got  everyone to come up with a plan to get the church ready in the allotted time. 

Then she went to her mom’s house to get the house ready for the rehersal dinner. She did a lot of ruining around. She got a lot done at the house then went back to the church.

Matt saw tracy. “Trace! What do you think about me and amber?” he asked.she smilled. “What do you think about you two?” tracy asked. ” its weird. I did not like her ar first. Slowly we became non combative then acquaintance then friends and now good friends. I feel like things are different between us. I like her. I like her alot!” he told her. 

“You two have something special. You have for a while. There is a special bound between you two.” she said. 

“Is it ok if we do get together? ” he asked. She chuckled. “You definently have my permission.  “She said. “Thanks sis. ” he said. 

“You two make a realy cute couple.  ” tracy said.  “I still cant believe i am even considering this.  We are so different.  We think diferently. It is not just doctrine,  theology, music, bible versions, seperation. There is so much more differences. ” he said 

“You two mesh well. You will figure this out. I know you two will. ” she said. He smiled. He knew that she was right.  

The house was set up for the rehersal dinner. The church and felowship hall was coming along well also. They worked til noon. They had sandwitches and then got back to work. 

They got the big stuff done then worked on the nit picky stuff. Then they did last minute vacuuming and everything else done. Tracy and her mom and amber did a tour of the building. 

Everything checked out.  They assembled near the building.  She thanked everyone for there hard work. She gathered the wedding party together.  

“Ok. Everyone needs to be at the house by 4:30. Not 4:31 , 4:30. Pastor ramsey will be there at around four thirty. ” Tracy’s mom said.  

Everyone dispersed.  Matt went to his place. He showered and got dressed. He put on a black sports coat,blue tie and black pants and a white shirt. He combed his hair. He was not a fashonista by any meens. He tried to look presentable.  He was an ordained pastor and tomorrow he was the “farther of the bride. ” he wanted to be well dressed. 

He felt he waa ready.  He headed out. He was nervous. He had no idea why.perhaps because pastor ramsey was going to be there. The pastor was a kind of elder satesman within the independent fundimental baptist movement. He had pastored several churches. He was a widower. At seventy four he was stil in relitivly good heath. Though he was not pastoring a church,he kept busy with pulpit suply, confrences and retreets,writing books and his own you tube chanel. He was taking a cooking class at a local college  . he had grand children and great grandchildren.  

He was a friendly man.  He was q bit imposing.  Matt known him sense he was little. Matt always felt a little intimidated by him. 

He pulled up in the driveway. He walked inside. He saw amber. Amber was wearing a pink blouse and gray skirt and sandles. She had braded her hair and had a poney tail. 

He said hello to everyone .”you look really nice tonight. ” he said. “You cleaned up really well yourself.  ” she said.  He laughed. 

The pastor arived. They chatted then went to yhe dining room. Tracy agreed to let matt and amber sit together providing they be on there best behavor. They agreed. “When are we not on out best behavor? ” matt asked. “Im just making sure” tracy said.  

They all sat down.  The family matriarch asked pastor ramsey to give the blesing.  He prayed. 

“So Matthew.  How are things going at g.b.c?” pastor ramsey asked. “Very well. We have several new families and some new singles. We have had some new converts. Things are hapening. ” matt said.

“I have heard good things about the church. I was pleased that you accepted the pastorate. ” the elderly pastor said. 

“It was a really hard decision. I had wanted to be a youth pastor. My dad wanted me to be a senior pastor. I was reluctent to do that. I was shocked when the deacons approached me . my first instinct was to decline.  The holy sprit did not give me any peave until i agreed. I thank the lord that he did keep prodding. ” matt said.

“Your farther and i talked about you. He thought you had the gifting and narural abiluties needed to be a senior pastor.  He felt you would decide to persue a pastorate. ” pastor ramsey said. “I am not surprised. ” he said.

“So who will be next to get maried?” ramsey asked. ” i am hoping it will me.” there 16 year old brother Philip said.  Merissa a 14 year old suggested her. 

“Any prospects Matthew? ” the pastor asked. “Perhaps! ” he said nervously. The family laughed. He had no idea how to answer that one. Mercifully they moved on to another topic. 

Im addition to matt and his family, there were several guests. Steve and his parents.  Steve’s best man was a friend from bible college. His two groomsman were friends from childhood. Tracy bridesmade were her two sisters who next in age. Gracie the three year old was the flower girl. 

After the dinner they went to the church for the rehearsal. The rehersal went well. Then the pastor prayed. 

Amber went over to matt. She whispered in his ear. “Mary me!” amber said. “What? ” he asked. “Mary me!” she said.pastor ramsey dismised the meeting. 

They dispersed. Matt waited until they were outside.  “Amber wait up! ” matt said. She stopped. ” hi matt!” she said. “Did you meen what you said or was this amber humor?” he asked.  “I have never been this serious in my life.  You and i have been dancing over this issue foever.  We both can think of a thousand reasons we shouldint. I can think of only one why we should. I love you. I know you love me.  ” she said.

“I am not saying no. I need time to pray about it. ” he said.” yea i figured.  I dont need an answer today or tomorrow.  Give it some thought. Get back to me when you can. “She said. 

“I will give it some thought. I will pray about it. I will get back to you. ” he said. “Ok. ” she said.  

He wanted to dot his eyes and cross his t’s. He believed that you should never make a decision until you have clear direction from the lord. He wanted to stop and reflect.  He was pretty sure that he knew the answer.  He was fairly certain he would say yes. 

End of part 9

End of sorrow part 12

Previously on end of sorrow. 

Abby and Andrew have had a long dificult road. Andrew lost his fiancée a few years back. Abby reached out to him. The two became friends. They eventualy decided to date. It has been a dificult courtship.  

Andrew has never been able to let go of leah. Abby has tried to be patient. It would not be easy. 

Andrew had gone to see Leah’s parrents. He did not ask for permision but did imply it. He did not tell abby. Abby found out after the fact.  It caused some conflict. 

Abby wanted some time to herself. She put on k kove. She sat on the couch thinking for a while.  She was so confused. She really did care about him. She was just weary by the whole thing. 

She wished that he would fully embrace her. He wished he would just leave leane behind. It was time to mobe pass her. He couldn’t.  He would not. He was stuck and so was she. 

He went home feeling weary himself.he regreted what hapened. He ment no ofense. Mayby he had given too much thought to how clark and jacky thought and not enough of what she thought. He did not want to hurt her. He seemed to keep messing up when he came to her. He just could not seem to get it right.

It was gawing at him..intellectually he loved her more then he could describe. He had a terrible time showing it. He knew that.  He was messing up royalty. He could not seem to turn it around.  

He was faling in love with abby. She could not see it. She was right. He was not  being fair to her. He knew that. He knew it he kept things up at the rate he was going, he was about to loose her. He did not want that.  He did care about her. He did want to spend the rest of his life with her. Would he be able to get her to trust him in time? Right now it was not looking good. 

He had trouble getting to sleep that night. He got the feeling he had lost her and just did not know it. Either that or was unwiling to accept it. He finaly did get to sleep.

She cried herself to sleep that night. Why did she have to fall asleep with basically a widower.  If only she had not approached him. She had to be bubly abby. She had to be the friendly neighbor. It hot her hear. In love with someone who could not or would not commit to her.  

He had work quite early that day. He had cofee then headed off. He did not see her before he before he left. That was somewhat intentional. He wanted to give her her space.  

She was glad that he did not contact her. She wanted her space.  Not foever but for a little bit. She did like him. She wanted to be with him but she wanted some time apart. Not alot but a little. 

She showered.  She got ready for her day. There was a knock at her door. She opened it. To her suprise,it was pastor jeff ball and his wife wendy. 

“Hi. Come on in. ” abby said..they went to the couch. They sat down. He vot cofee for them. “We wanted to say hello.we  know your primary church is the penticostal church. You have been comming regularly  on wendsday and sunday night.  We wanted you to know that you are an importent part of the church. I dont want to step on the toes of the leadership at faith penticostal assambly but if you need anything from me or my wife please get in touch with us.”the pastor said.

“Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. That meens so very much. Everyone at the church has been great. ” she said.

“We are glad to hear that. “Wendy ball said. “Everyone is really glad you have been comming. ” the pastor said. “I have really enjoyed it. It is different from what i am used to but i do like it.” abby said. “Oh good. ” pastor ball said. 

“As i said, we are very glad that you are hear. “He said. “I am glad of that. “She said. “We are really pleased that you and andrew are together. You make a cute couple. “Wendy said.

She smiled. “I think so too. I really like him.”she told them. “We can tell. “The pastor said. “It is nice to see him smiling again. He is slowly beccoming himself again. “Wendy said. 

“I have noticed he is comming out of his shell. I did not know the old him but i have seen a difference. “She said.

“When i took over as pastor, he was a teeneger. We see saw him grow up. He was on the pastoral tract and after leane died,he shut down..he withdrew.  Now he is comming back. “Jeff said. “I can see that. I am glad of that. “Abby said. 

“The lord has always had his hold on his life. I beleved that the lord had a plan for him. It was too bad that he sat on the sidelines as long as he did. He does seem to be back. You might know that i might have to take a few mounths off. He might take over for me for a while. ” pastor ball said.

“He mentoned that. ” she said. “I hope he does go into the pastorate. I am doing all i can to encourage that. ” the pastor said. “As am i.” she said. 

“So. Do you think that you two might consider marriage in the furure?” wendy ball asked. “We have not seriously talked about it yet. We have discused it in general terms. I am definently supportive of that.  I would like to see us get maried one day. “She told them. 

“We would like to see that as well. ” pastor ball said. She smiled. Abby found everyone at the church to be very friendly. She and wendy ball would become very close. She made several connections with ladies at gospel Baptist church.  Wendy was one of her closest friendships. 

She had a good visit with the balls.she liked both the pastor and his wife. She was really glad that they came by.she was glad to visit them without andrew. She was glad to have some one on one time with them. 

She knew that she was becoming intertwined with andrew. She wanted that. She was having doubts.  She did not know how to handle it. 

She could not totaly blame andrew. Losing a loved one was devisating. He behaved like most would.  It was time to move on. She was growing weary. She was not sure that she could stick with this. She did want to. 

He got home from work in late afternoon. Her car was gone. He assumed she was at the flower shop. He was not sure what her schedule was for the day.  

He went inside. He was glad to be home. He had dinner. He had a good day at work but was glad to be home.he decided to go to the room he used as an office. He looked though some old surmons. He wanted to get some ideas. He was not one to repeat old surmons. He was hoping to het his juices flowing. 

He saw a surmon he never preached. He was suposed to preach the sunday morning that ended up being two days after leane died. Pastor ball ended up preaching that sunday instead. He was suposed to cabidate for a pastorate two sundays later. He cancelled that service and witndrew from consdieration. He had foregottem all of that.  He started having a panic attack.  So he put the message back in the file cabinent and closed the lid. 

He saw abby pul in. He ran outside. He hugged her. She saw him shaking. She grabbed on to him. 

They went over to the porch. They sat down on a swing on the porch. “I was looking at old surmons.  Trying to get some inspiration. I forgot that the sunday after ,well you know, i was suposed to preach. I could not do it. I had totaly forgotten about that. I found the surmon i was going to preach. It brought everything back. There is more.  I was suposed to canidate at a church two weeks after. I withdrew from consideration.  I shut down abb. I did use my greef as a cruch. I was in a funk.  I did not realize. ” he said. 

She put her arm around him. She rubbed his back. “Its going to be ok. You will get though this. ” she said. “I know.  It all hit me. ” he said. “It was bound to. ” she said. 

“I am ok now. It just really got to me.”he said.”its understandable babe. I love you so much. I am hear for her. I am not going anywhere i promise. “She said. 

Pastor ball decided to go with his wife to care for his mother in  Law. It was decided that he would leave in three weeks. That would give him time to prepare.

 “Look abby. I am very sory about not putting you first. I have alotof work to do.”he admitted.  “I forgive you. Thank you for comming to me the other day. I want to be there for you.  While your subing for.pastor ball. I am hear for you. I will pray for you not in tounges! Whatever you need ak. If yoi dont i will kick your but” she said.They laughed.he said ok. 

End of part 12.

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Andrew geta ready to aub for pastor ball..andrew and abby grow closer together.